The water envelops my entire body
A sence of weightlessness contorts reality.
I\'m free.
Free from myself.
The water refracts the light
and it glimmers here.
Like a star.
Reminding me of your beautiful face,
but by now it\'s too late.
What I had is lost
and reality contorts again.
Such a blissful freedom.
As I Sink
My life becomes a window
Like glass in all it\'s fraility.
Simple words thrown like small stones
bouncing off, but still doing damage on the inside
Until the glass weakens
Causing the structure to crack.
and then it shatters.
Shards of glass fly through the air
attacking anyone with-in distance.
cutting into their skin
and ripping them apart.
My life is like a shattered window
blood drips from the ramaining glass.
Nothing but that is left.
The stones you threw cause my life to weaken.
They caused my life to shatter like glass.
Lost and found Version 1 by chaosflame12, literature
Literature
Lost and found Version 1
When I first fell in love
I thought you were sent from above
I guess I was wrong
'Cause it didn't last very long
You must have been sent from below
What was it i saw in you
That made me think our love was true
I don't understand why
You had to lie
You could have just told me the truth
What the fuck is wrong with me
Why can't I just see
I'm lost and can't be found
You played me then kicked me down
Why didn't I see it coming?
even after I say all this
I regret the fact we didn't even kiss
I don't remember how things were
'Cause those times are just a blue
All I know is that I'm still in love with you
Help me
Hide me from myself.
I can't control my emotions.
Find me.
before my anger takes control
before my life comes to an end
Comfort me
Let me feel your touch
I need you with me now
Shelter me
From my own thoughts
From life's cruel reality
The past
Mistakes made, and forgotten
Shadowed by their repercussions
The future
Unsure of what is to come.
where will I go from here?
Help me
The stars come out
They twinkle, and dance across the blackened sky.
There you are again.
Out of no where you appear
but then you vanish
Quicker then you came.
Your gone.
Your face clouds my thoughts.
I can see only you.
You fill my dreams.
Almost an obsession.
I try to concentrate
It's no use.
My mind drifts back to you.
Thinking of you I fall asleep.
A soft caress wakes me from my dreams.
There you stand, smiling slightly
bending down you kiss me gently.
I reach for you
I whisper your name.
Words form on my tongue
struggling to escape the constraints of my mouth.
The words are muttered.
Only revealing a small portion
Thoughts course through my mind.
Your pain is my pain.
we are connected
As if we were one.
Your life is my life.
Everything that you do effects me.
Your tears are my tears.
The same liquid shards.
Different but the same
We are connected.
Thunder crashes
Darkness covers the world.
I wait.
Flashes of light fill the sky.
Then smoke, a sudden inferno.
The Flames surround me.
I'm not afraid.
The heat consumes me.
Through the violent blaze I see
A silhouette, your shadow.
You came to me.
together we stood amongst the flame.
Only for a moment though.
You pull me from the fire
It roars at our escape,
and together we walk away.
What is this?
You doubt me
What have I done?
I don't know. . .
What Am I to do?
Are you done with me. . .
You all that I care about
What should I do now?
Try and keep going?
What would you do?
would you continue on?
Current Residence: Washington Favourite genre of music: most all. Operating System: Windows XP MP3 player of choice: Winamp Wallpaper of choice: Anthema
sometimes I wonder
what's worth doing
why should I keep trying
what has it gotten me?
a torn up relationship?
friends that hardly exsist?
this wonderful mask of failure
I get to wear in front of my parents?
a dead end job
paying minimum wage?
Sometimes I wonder...
Today we got the ct scan results back for my aunt darlene... the cancer is in her left arm, around her liver, possibly in her lung, and her stomach...it's not looking good...
I don't want her to die..